I Won't Give Up

"I Won't Give Up"

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When I look into your eyes
It's like watching the night sky
Or a beautiful sunrise
There's so much they hold
And just like them old stars
I see that you've come so far
To be right where you are
How old is your soul?

I won't give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I'm giving you all my love
I'm still looking up

And when you're needing your space
To do some navigating
I'll be here patiently waiting
To see what you find

'Cause even the stars they burn
Some even fall to the earth
We've got a lot to learn
God knows we're worth it
No, I won't give up

I don't wanna be someone who walks away so easily
I'm here to stay and make the difference that I can make
Our differences they do a lot to teach us how to use
The tools and gifts we got yeah, we got a lot at stake
And in the end, you're still my friend at least we did intend
For us to work we didn't break, we didn't burn
We had to learn how to bend without the world caving in
I had to learn what I've got, and what I'm not
And who I am

I won't give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I'm giving you all my love
I'm still looking up
Still looking up.

I won't give up on us (no I'm not giving up)
God knows I'm tough enough (I am tough, I am loved)
We've got a lot to learn (we're alive, we are loved)
God knows we're worth it (and we're worth it)

I won't give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I'm giving you all my love
I'm still looking up

I sit alone on the grass,
The wind blowing through my hair.
Pondering the next step I should take...
How do I tell him ?
What if he doesn't feel the same?
How am I to know?
But that doesn't matter.
I am still going to give it my all.
I will do all I can to make this work out.
It has been a dream of mine for a while now
And I don't give up on dreams.
If it is meant to be we will know.
Life is too short to waste time thinking how it wont work out.
I am going in with a positive attitude
And hopefully ending up with him as well.

Bear

Chelsey Brown

Bear, the bear

Just like any other bear, he is protective of the ones he loves

He will defend if it means risking his life

He runs to get away

And he will go in search of his own food.

He can be mean and vicious if threatened

So don’t get in the way of him.

He shelters and protects the ones in need

And backs away from the ones who aren’t

He joins in the fun because he doesn’t want to be left out.

He goes on walks to help us relieve stress

He can be limited on his space

But he makes the best out of what he has

He sleeps on his stomach

With the innocent face,

Ready to attack if anything looks harmful.

He is the first to forgive

And the last the be angry

No matter what it is you have done.

If he hears a noise,

He immediately responds to whatever it may be

Wanting to be outside with all the other kids

Hoping that someone will come along to play with him.  

Shaking

The terrible head thrashing, and my brain jumping from side to side, hitting my skull making immediate pain. What must be the reasoing for this? I must be going absolutely insane. I must stop, but I want to get that tradgedy out of my mind. I couldnt live with it in my mind any longer. It had already caused too many conflicts, and would only get worse.

You are Not the Only One

When life becomes too much to bare
Keep pushing forward stronger than before
People right by your side the whole time

You are not the only one
Suffering from aching pain
So don't get discouraged, just be strong

Just keep fighting and live your dreams

Sometimes life can be tough and unfair
But where else would we be without trials?
They are to bless our lives and only that

Love those who help and don't push them away

You are not the only one
Suffering from aching pain
So don't get discouraged, just be strong

Memorable event

Waiting in line for hours just to ride one ride that lasts a grand total of 30 seconds. This was the best memory that Lucy had ever had. She loved every moment of vacationing with her family. She wouldn't trade it for the world. They were the type of family who turned any moment that was boring, into some of the most hilarious moments of their lives. They didn't like bordom. They would laugh with, and at each other just to lighten the mood and make things seem really interesting.

Family!
My family is no ordinary family. We have a lot of crazy unique things about us, but we love every last bit of it. I have 5 siblings, but only really grew up in the house with one. She is the one closest to my age and she is my best friend. We love spending time together and doing the things we love. We don't always get along, but what family does? I tell her everything there is to know about me. She is a great listener and willing to do a lot for anyone. I look up to her more than I think she realizes. We have the great bonding moments, and she is always looking out for me and making sure that i have the very best. It can be hard to have a relationship like me and my sister, but if you really work at building it you will see a major growth.

Beach!
The sand between my toes
the waves crashing the
shore, morning breeze
whooshes across the
ovean blowing you hair
out of your face and
sending a warm tingly
feeling tnrljght your
body. Humidity at its
max.

Self-esteem!
The issue of the major self-esteem problem, thinking "she has prettier hair, she has a cuter body" The pain I feel from doing that to myself. Trying to boost it but getting no hope. Getting upset over something not there. I wish I could just learn to love me for me and not for anyone else. A major fight i have with myself daily, can be stopped within my mind and no where else...

Masks!

The fear of the unknown. and the horror of the knowledge, the only thing coming to mind is what NOT to do to this person. Shocked at how one person can react to a certain extent with every little things possible. Mind blown...



World Transations Lilla has missed!

Ever since you have passed away things have really changed, some good and some bad. The world is becoming something really different than when you were here. It gets hard sometimes but we can all handle it. One major event is the election of President Obama. It has been a difficult few years due to his ruling, gas prices have gone up a signinficant amount, healthcare is a big problem in the United States.

You and I have history,
Or don't you remember?
Bless your soul, you've got your head in the clouds,
I heard you've been missing me,
All of these words whispered in my ear,
Tell a story that I cannot bear to hear,
Just 'cause I said it, it don't mean that I meant it,
People say crazy things,
Just 'cause I said it, don't mean that I meant it,
Just 'cause you heard it,
People miss out on big events in life. Recently my family and I went on a trip to Hawaii, and we invited some friends but they chose not to come. They missed out on probably one of the greatest trips of all time. It was one of those Bliss vacations that you never want to leave.

End of Pain

End of Pain

There is nothing worse than hearing those dreaded few words…surgery and no more soccer. The writhing pain that just shot through you knowing that something that has been a part of you your whole life, will be no more. As you keep repeating that moment that changed your life forever, the only thing you can do is break down into tears. Was there anything you could have done to avoid it? Of course, but there are always risks you have to take in life. We won’t always have that wonderful ideal life, but we can choose to make the best out of it and have an optimistic attitude. Pursuing other dreams just might be the way to go, when you have no other options. You can pick up other hobbies and learn to love more things.