Thursday, March 29, 2012

You are Not the Only One

When life becomes too much to bare
Keep pushing forward stronger than before
People right by your side the whole time

You are not the only one
Suffering from aching pain
So don't get discouraged, just be strong

Just keep fighting and live your dreams

Sometimes life can be tough and unfair
But where else would we be without trials?
They are to bless our lives and only that

Love those who help and don't push them away

You are not the only one
Suffering from aching pain
So don't get discouraged, just be strong

Friday, March 16, 2012

Memorable event

Waiting in line for hours just to ride one ride that lasts a grand total of 30 seconds. This was the best memory that Lucy had ever had. She loved every moment of vacationing with her family. She wouldn't trade it for the world. They were the type of family who turned any moment that was boring, into some of the most hilarious moments of their lives. They didn't like bordom. They would laugh with, and at each other just to lighten the mood and make things seem really interesting.
Family!
My family is no ordinary family. We have a lot of crazy unique things about us, but we love every last bit of it. I have 5 siblings, but only really grew up in the house with one. She is the one closest to my age and she is my best friend. We love spending time together and doing the things we love. We don't always get along, but what family does? I tell her everything there is to know about me. She is a great listener and willing to do a lot for anyone. I look up to her more than I think she realizes. We have the great bonding moments, and she is always looking out for me and making sure that i have the very best. It can be hard to have a relationship like me and my sister, but if you really work at building it you will see a major growth.

Thursday, March 15, 2012

Beach!
The sand between my toes
the waves crashing the
shore, morning breeze
whooshes across the
ovean blowing you hair
out of your face and
sending a warm tingly
feeling tnrljght your
body. Humidity at its
max.
Self-esteem!
The issue of the major self-esteem problem, thinking "she has prettier hair, she has a cuter body" The pain I feel from doing that to myself. Trying to boost it but getting no hope. Getting upset over something not there. I wish I could just learn to love me for me and not for anyone else. A major fight i have with myself daily, can be stopped within my mind and no where else...
Masks!
The fear of the unknown. and the horror of the knowledge, the only thing coming to mind is what NOT to do to this person. Shocked at how one person can react to a certain extent with every little things possible. Mind blown...



Thursday, March 8, 2012

World Transations Lilla has missed!
Ever since you have passed away things have really changed, some good and some bad. The world is becoming something really different than when you were here. It gets hard sometimes but we can all handle it. One major event is the election of President Obama. It has been a difficult few years due to his ruling, gas prices have gone up a signinficant amount, healthcare is a big problem in the United States.
You and I have history,
Or don't you remember?
Bless your soul, you've got your head in the clouds,
I heard you've been missing me,
All of these words whispered in my ear,
Tell a story that I cannot bear to hear,
Just 'cause I said it, it don't mean that I meant it,
People say crazy things,
Just 'cause I said it, don't mean that I meant it,
Just 'cause you heard it,
People miss out on big events in life. Recently my family and I went on a trip to Hawaii, and we invited some friends but they chose not to come. They missed out on probably one of the greatest trips of all time. It was one of those Bliss vacations that you never want to leave.